Tuesday, December 11, 2007

New Pictures again


It sure has been fun and a lot of work with the new babies! I would not trade it for the world but it can take it's toll. I am lucky enough that my wife is able to take care of the twin girls, Taylor and me and still find time to take care of everything else. She sure is a special person.

Thursday, November 22, 2007

Happy Thanksgiving

We are thankful to have 2 happy & healthy twin baby girls this thanksgiving.









Saturday, November 10, 2007

2 months old - a picture says a 1000 words


2 months old and cuter than anything! Look at how sweet these babies are? From their baths to just laying down are they not just fabulous?


Two babies, feed me Daddy!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Big Sissy and me!





I love my MOMMA!



We are tooooooooooooo cute.







Sink bath, I love the attention!















Poppa and Reese, what a good picture.



Friday, November 2, 2007

7 weeks old - I have been slacking with the blog updates!!!!!



I can't even believe how much the girls have grown. They definitely have two completely different personalities and I love to see the differences in them. Michelle has been working so hard to take care of the twins while I am at work and I know it can be very difficult. They are both beginning to sleep through the night and for this we are very thankful. I love to hold the babies and they are just so darn cute. Life has changed dramatically for our entire family but I love every minute. Taylor has been a great help with the girls and we are starting to get into a routine. Feedings start usually around 6:30 Am and Michelle keeps them on a schedule throughout the day where they eat every 3 hours. I usually feed and change one or both of the babies when I wake up and then take Taylor to school.

Michelle is getting cabin fever from staying in with the girls all day and I don't blame her. By the time I get home from work (usually 7:00 PM) she is worn out so I do my best to feed them and change them twice before I go to bed. If I feed them at 10:30 or 11:00 PM they can make it to 6:30 AM or later. Reese still is fussy at times during the night but will fall right back to sleep. No one told me how tired I would become during the day but I have started to feel the effects. Last week, I left home without my cell phone. I got almost all the way to work before I realized it and had to go home to retrieve it. I went back home and got the phone and once I got to work I left my little black book of contacts in the car. Needless to say, I think the sleep deprivation had something to do with it. What a wonderful feeling to see your babies smile at you. Michelle and I have both seen Riley smile for the first time this past week. They are both so strong now that they can roll over and try to flex their legs to stand up.

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

I'm the lucky one!

I've been silent way too long. Let me first start by saying, I am sooooooooo blessed! I love the fact that my husband has been keeping track of the pregnancy and now the girls progress after birth. What an amazing memory to provide to our daughters. I am truely the lucky one, I have been treated like a queen while pregnant, felt two lives inside my belly for 38 weeks, watched our nine year old daughter bloosom into a beautiful and compassionate big sister, delivered two healthly little girls and our friends and family have provided us with their support and generous gifts. What more can one possibly need in life? Well....other than sleep.

The girls are now three weeks old today and I still can't believe we have twins. It's craziness. I am a little sleep deprived and I have a hard time asking for help. I really want to get the hang of feeding two babies at a time and getting them on a schedule. I get a little freaked out when they both cry at the same time and sometimes I feel I pay more attention to one versus the other. Oh yes, the motherly guilt has already kicked into overdrive. I also fear that I am getting off track with our older daughter in her school homework. Hopefully in due time, I will get all of the pieces to our family puzzle put together.

I am blessed to have such a loving family and a wonderful husband. It's great, more people to love, free laughs, hugs and kisses. Another bonus for me.... every time I watch my husband with our daughters, I seem to fall in love with him all over again.

Signed- Michelle Stewart

Friday, September 28, 2007

Video of the girls, Mommy and Grandma & Grandpa Stewart

I will have to remember not to talk like such a goof ball on the next video!!!!!

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

1st Bath for Reese

3 first times

Greg & Felshia Blackwood (God Parents) holding Riley for the first time. They came to the hospital the second night to see the girls. I could tell that they were a little scarred to hold the babies since they were so small but Greg took charge and held onto Riley for a few minutes.

Aunt Gisele (Reese's middle name)and Uncle Dave holding the girls for the first time. They came down from Daytona Beach to see the girls and drove Taylor to Cape Caneveral for her Disney Cruise with my Father and Step Mother.
The girls first time in the car on the way home from the hospital. Michelle is sitting in the backseat with the girls on the way home and snapped this picture,

Friday, September 21, 2007

Can it get any better than this???????????

What an unexplainable feeling I have to express the way I feel. When we found out the the twins would be born on September 11th we were at first uneasy. Now that they are born we look at it as a beautiful thing happened on a sad day in history. My wife is so tiny, she carried the girls 38 weeks and our last appointment the doctor said she needed to get them out right away. I can't explain the feelings we had with so little time to prepare. I was literally in shock, thank god that my wife had already packed our bags. I went to the hospital with the thought that it would happen so easily but to my dismay it was a traumatic experience. I am not the best with blood so I told the doctor not to let me see the procedure. My daughter came to see my wife into the delivery room and it was so sweet that she was very emotional (9 years old) that she did not want to see Mommy in any pain. They took Michelle into the Operating room and made me put on scrubs. When I got to enter the room, my wife had already had an epidural and she was calm as could be. I walked Behind the sheet to comfort her and all I could smell was burning flesh. They had already begun to cut her open and the smell was from the cauterisation. Not even two minutes into the surgery Michelle and I broke down and started to cry. Our Anisitigiolist was very comforting and helped us throughout the whole ordeal. Our neighbour was also one of the Nurses in the room so it made it very comfortable for us. After the babies were removed we heard them cry and it was the most surreal feeling I could ever feel. We were nervous about the girls so the nurse told me to come and see them to comfort my wife. I came around the curtain to see my girls and as soon as I laid eyes on them I was in love. I walked back to tell my wife that they were fine and shortly after that they asked me to escort them to the recovery room while my wife got stitched and stapled. Let me tell you one thing, I cried all the way to the recovery room. What an amazing feeling!!!!!!!!!!!


Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Sleep deprevation!!! You are calling my name

This is a picture of the girls with Grandmas Drapeau and Miller. Look at how sweet the girls look while they are sleeping. Let me tell you something that everyone takes for granted before babies are born. Every human being needs a certain number of hours of sleep each day to revive brain cells and other body systems so they’ll continue functioning effectively. I find myself craving naps during the day and feel out of it, anxious and groggy. We have been getting only three hours of sleep or less each night. Ultimately, parents to be have no idea how the lack of sleep that two babies can bring. If you're only getting three hours of sleep night after night and sometimes less, you'll most likely take your frustration and anger out on your partner. I can see this slightly already and the girls are only one week old so I need to understand my wifes newly found impatience (not to mention mine). I want to get up during the night because if we work as a team we can get through this difficult time a little easier. With two babies, it takes twice as long to change, feed and dress them. When one is done, you have a whole new baby to deal with. Don't get me wrong, I love every minute of it but it can sure be draining. I find myself just staring at them at 2:00 AM and thinking what prefect little angels and two minutes later their cries could awaken Rip Van Winkle. Twins are double the fun and double the sleep deprevation but worth every second.

Thursday, September 13, 2007

The Twins are Here!!!!!!!!!!!!! September 11th, 2007


I am so amazed and pleased that our daughters were both born healthy and beautiful. I have to get back to the hospital but had to share. I will update later. Riley came first at 2:32 PM 9-11-07 weighing 5.4 lbs and Reese came second at 2:33 PM weighing 4.9 lbs. Michelle is doing well but hurting after the C- Section. Too much to tell, I will be back soon. We will bring the babies home on Friday!!!!!!











































Friday, September 7, 2007

My Wife, My Friend, My Love & My Life- Week 38


My wife went to the doctor today and from the looks of it we will have our girls in the next few days. I have been really trying to keep her comfortable and hope to keep the girls inside for as long as we can.. Their weights are still in the 5 1/2 LB range but the doctor feels confident that they are ready to be born any time. I am just so proud of my wife for the amazing gift that she is about to give me. I fell helpless that I can't help her right now but I know that once the girls are born that I can prove to her my dedication to our family. We have another doctors appointment on Monday and I will go to support Michelle. I feel terrible that I have not been able to attend more appointments than I have been too because of work. I really can't wait to see our girls!!! Taylor our daughter is getting really excited too, she told me tonight at dinner that she was so excited that she could scream. With all that we do, it is her, my wife, who has made things happen. We still talk about our dreams and things we still want to do and accomplish. Having these girls will be a major life change and a huge accomplishment. I can't believe that Michelle will be going into labor in the next few days. I would say that pain is part of the glory, or the tremendous mystery of life. And that if anything, it's a kind of privilege to stand so close to such an incredible miracle. My wife is braver than she believes. Stronger than she seems. And smarter than she thinks. I just hope that our babies will be as amazing as their mother.

Monday, September 3, 2007

37 Weeks - Happy Labor Day

It is 37 weeks and Michelle is ready to have our girls. I am sooooooooo scarred yet anxious to hold them. It is getting to be difficult for Michelle to stand up and move around. Her next appointment is in 2 days and we should know if they are going to plan a C - Section or let her give birth naturally. Either way, I am nervous the C - Section would be planned and that would take the unknown out of the equation but seeing blood makes my knees weak. I would have to be in a position to support Michelle and and stay away from seeing the incision. Naturally I will be just as nervous and am not sure if I would pass out there either. I want to know how to prepare for the water breaking, contractions and from what I hear the grossest thing they don't explain about in pregnancy: Two Words - Mucus Plug. Unless you’re exposed to a bunch of pregnant women (which I am not), there aren’t many occasions for it to pop into a conversation. So what exactly is a mucus plug? I am sure when I find out, this will not be the appropriate place to post it. Michelle got the hospital bags packed weeks in advance in the corner of our bedroom with a crisply folded birth plan sitting neatly on the counter. The bag has everything from clothes for us to the digital camera, video camera and everything Michelle will need. I still need to assemble the baby seats for the car, the woman that gave us the tour of the hospital said that the parking lot of the hospital would not be appropriate. I am glad that she told me that, I probably would not have put them in there.

Monday, August 27, 2007

Reality Check......

It is going to be any day now............ I have never seen my wife so uncomfortable as she is now and to think that she is carrying two of my babies I can see why. For someone who usually weighs 105 pounds and now is around 145 is quite a difference. I don't have the words to say how I feel. My poor wife is so tired and bored with sitting around but that will all change shortly, at least the bored part. I predict that the girls will be born within two weeks because I can't see my wife going much further. I want her to be comfortable but I also want whats best for the babies. The last visit to the doctor was good and I hope to have the same result this week. I am getting very nervous, what will I do when it's time? What will I do in the delivery room? What will I do when they come home? I am getting freaked out but I know this is going to come natural to me. I can't wait but the nervous energy is killing me. I can't wait to see little Reese and Riley.

Friday, August 24, 2007

35 weeks and counting


Michelle had another doctor's appointment this week and from the looks of it we may not see the babies until Week 38 - 40. One of the babies is in the right position to deliver but the other baby is laying sideways so it is possible that we may get a scheduled C- Section. Michelle is so tired, immobile and swollen right now that it is hard for her to breath and move. What can I do to help is the burning question? If I was not such "the man" with the dual shot she would not be in such pain. Just kidding around!!!! Scan through the pictures and see her belly from the beginning until now. What a difference!!!! The babies are really getting rambunctious in there. I am in awe at how much they actually push her belly out in the weirdest of places and shapes. I often wonder if I am seeing a hand, foot, elbow or knee when her stomach is being pummeled. I really enjoy seeing Daddy's Duo move but I hope that they are not hurting their mommy too much. This is getting to be a real task for my wife to do daily things like get the mail or drive her car. I want her to stay on strick bed rest for at least the last few weeks but that will be prety hard for her to do. Last night her feet were really swollen and I think that it freaked her out just a bit. It was very noticeable and I think she is getting very close to having the bundles of joy.

Thursday, August 16, 2007

Pins and Needles - any day could be the day

I am really getting nervous! Everyday when I get home my wife is exhausted and feeling pain and I feel helpless so I do my best to rub her feet and let her know how honored I am for her to carry our two babies. She is so uncomfortable just moving around that I can tell the girls will be here soon. I want them to stay inside for at least 4 more weeks but the way Michelle is acting it looks to be any day now. We are really getting along so well right now and I could not be happier. I have even been getting so close to my step daughter lately that I feel so complete. My step daughter Taylor who I think of as my own made my lunch for me yesterday. She was so cute about it and wrote me a note that said "Hey Daddy Jay, I hope that you have a great day at work I just wanted to say that I love you. Love Pumpkin" This was the best feeling anyone could ever feel. I ate my lunch with the biggest smile that you could imagine. Taylor can be so sweet and loving when you least expect it. I have been thinking so much now about my new family dynamic and I heard a really good quote, "Any man can be a father, but it takes a special person to be a dad". I promise to make these words ring true with all three of my girls! Blessed indeed is the man who hears many gentle voices call him father!

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

34 Weeks - Double Occupancy - we are almost in the clear.

Can you even believe it, the partners in crime are so close to being born. All things will become wreckage of the "Twinadoes" when they arrive. I guess that we won't really be going crazy until they start to walk but nonetheless it will be challenging. The wombmates are kicking mommy so much now and moving around that I can tell that they are getting so much stronger. We want to keep them inside as long as possible but feel confident now if they were born today they would be absolutely safe. Check out Michelle's Watermelon shirt, how fitting I sell Watermelon and she is growing them. I just bought the twins some Miami Dolphins gear to be ready for the season. I am wondering how much time I will be able to devote to watching football this season? I can't wait for the twins and football to get here. I imagine that the twins will take a front seat to football from now on. I can't wait untill I can take them to their first game.





Monday, July 30, 2007

32 weeks - Taylor and Mommy

We sure are getting closer to having the girls. Taylor wantted to get in on the Blog so we took her picture last night.





Friday, July 27, 2007

My emotions are on overload.


The greatest thing that I can do right now is to love my 2 babies, daughter and their mother!! Guess what, pinch me.............. I can't even wait to see my girls. Tonight I had 2 of my nieces spend the night and to have all three girls with us at once was pretty eye opening. Life as it seems is going to get much more difficult. In the past having one child has been pretty easy. We watch her, feed her and let her get ready for bed and do it all over again every day. Now with twins, are we going to transition into them easily? I am a nervous wreck but I know that I will step it up and do what is necessary to make it work. Lets face it, we are not the first people to have twins and by no means are in a position to fear them. Life has been very good so far and 2 more babies is going to be a blessing to us. Cutting back on entertainment is not going to be all that hard, blockbuster movies are just as fun as going to the movies. I like to grill out so eating out is not going to be that much of a difference. I am not Bobby Flay but I do enjoy cooking for my friends and family. Can I go out and play poker on the weekends? Probably no, but is that a problem to me?????????????? I bet that once the girls are born I will be putty in their hands. I still want my Man time and living in a house with 4 ladies, I may have to get one guy night a week just to shake off the estrogen. I am so excited about the babies that I want to scream............. I just sat down with Michelle and we are so happy to be blessed with two bundles of joy. It is hard to explain how happy one man can be to experience the pregnancy of his babies, I know that I am not carrying them but I feel so close to my wife during this process.

The Babies are growing at a rapid pace.


Michelle just called me to say that the babies are growing right on schedule. Baby A is weighing 3 pounds, 13 ounces and Baby B is weighing 3 pounds 10 ounces. She also mentioned that the Doctor may let her carry the girls a little longer than she said the last visit to let them develop more. I think this is a funny set of shirts that I will buy for the babies. I am getting really excited!!! Michelle, Taylor and I watched the babies kick so much last night. they sure are moving a lot now and it is amazing to watch her stomach move. Just a little footnote, I was thinking about a parent is someone who carries pictures where his/her money used to be and Diaper backwards spells repaid. Think about it.

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

We toured the hospital

We took the baby tour at Wellington Regional Medical Center on Monday night and it took about an hour. Taylor had a blast, Michelle was a little upset about the rooms but as the Nurse said it is not a hotel. The rooms looked fine to me, a chair for me and a T.V. is just about all I need. Michelle will be fine with it I am sure too. We will have to deliver in the OR and I think that makes Michelle worried. Our neighbor is a nurse at Wellington and she will actually be in the delivery room with us. It is getting very close and I think the shock is starting to set. in.

Saturday, July 21, 2007

More 4 D pictures of both of the girls



We are going to wait to see the babies before we pick which baby will be Reese or Riley. Michele wants to decide once they are born so for now Baby A and Baby B will have to do. I am amazed how much detail we can se from the pictures. Michelle even saw them kiss each other in the session.